panda laundry

i washed my bedsheets, towels and panda in the morning. i sleep with my panda every night nowadays so it can definitely use a wash from time to time. i'll leave it to dry overnight to be on the safe side. so i guess we'll find out tonight if i can still fall asleep without a teddy bear.

and i'll only get more tired

i find i'm kind of entering the zone where all i talk about to anyone who'll listen is uni stuff, like it's starting to [i swear there's like. a perfect word for this. but maybe not in english, beheersen seems good actually] me. it sucks but it's also satisfying in a way? like i'm stressed and tired, but it feels like i'm slightly closer to having "earned the right" to be stressed and tired.

EDIT: take me over, that's the word i was looking for!